Pagtanggi.

Mula sa iyong labi iyong hiningi ang aking kamay.
Ako'y napaisip. Nagulat marahil.
Hindi ko talaga naakala na sa akin ika'y mahulog.
Tumanggi ng walang pagdududa.
Alam ko. Hindi pa panahon.
Sana ako'y iyong intindihin.
Ang pagtanggi isinukli sa nag-mamakaawa mong puso.

Hindi madali ang tanggihan ka. Lalo na't kaibigan ang turing ko sa iyo.
Kung ito lang ang magiging paraan, maisalba lang ang pagkakaibigan.
Sana ako'y iyong tanggapin bilang kaibigan pa rin.
Huwag mo na sanang pilitin na ako'y mapasayo.


Ako'y sana patawarin kung yan ang sabi ng puso ko.
Ayoko kitang lokohin. Paasahin sa wala.
Hindi kita pwedeng diktahan na ibaling sa iba.
Sino ba ako para gawin yun?

Ngunit ako'y lubos na nagpapasalamat sa paghangang iyong inaalay.
Pero huwag mo sanang asahan may panahon pa para sa atin.
Kung meron man, pagpasensyahan sana kung ako'y muling tumanggi.
Sapagkat kahit kailan pa man hindi ko ninais na maging tayo.

Live.

I want to live longer.
To live my life the way it should be.
Even if behind this is an infirmity.
An incurable infirmity.

My biological clock is ticking,
telling me that my time is suddenly retarding.
Oh, how I wish that my life would just be like a arcade game.
That every time you end up with "Game Over"
You can always choose to "Play Again"


To restart the program. To delete the errors.
To mute the noise.


But I guess. This is want I need to accept.
That life isn't what we want to be.
It is what we are made for.

Of dreams and highways...

I started it... since then, you never let me go.
The love you give resets it all.
I was rejuvenated.
The worries. That sadness, you let it vanish right in front of me.
Right within me.
You give me strength to fight it all.
To conquer the world.
To have it all.

You look at me. I smiled.
You hugged me. I froze.
I couldn't move.
I couldn't breathe.
I can only stare at you.

Walking in a highway. Living our dreams to its peak.
Having our time. Giving it all.
Seems today. I can die peacefully.
With you I will.
I will.

I never thought my life would be this special... until I found you.

Are you happy now?

Ecstatic!

Yes, I presumed.

Second quarter had just ended. I still trying to put myself to agree that's it's already the half of the school year. I'm having a hard time, though. Give me time. More time. I need to refurbish. I need rest. SLEEP! SLEEP! One word my mind always shouts but I tend not to listen. It's keeping me from finishing any work I need to consummate. Suddenly, my somnolent mind always wins. Tired! I'm always tired of doing all those things. Do I REALLY need to do this? If yes, then Why?

My mind always has confusions. Useless confusions. Today, once again, I set up my mind to focus on all those academics. To be serious when it comes to study. But at the same time, I also doubt how long can I hold on to that mission? 3 days? or maybe longer than a month? Please God help me, help to surpass this endeavor. The endeavor of laziness. I don't know what to do. i need to refurbish. Still, I'm tired. Tired of thinking, working.

Then, Good night

Thoughts. Thoughts.

I never thought this would be so special. So special that it makes me be into some kind of paradise. And now it's impossible for me to let go. You made me feel like I'm in heaven.
Whenever I'm with you let all the problems disappear. For just a little second of my life it feels like I can be who I want to be.If only I can shout the words "I LOVE YOU"
but the fear that others might hear it except you keeping me from doing it. It seems you're happy now. How can I enter your private world. Just to know if I'm there inside you heart even if it's just for a small corner.
I never felt like this before. You made me so special. Even though you're not aware of it.

If only the courage, the strength will all sum up into me. I can proudly say to you how much you mean to me. My day's complete with just a glimpse of you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you if only you authorize me to do so....

How can I possibly forget you when you're the only one I think about. The thought of you is like air, without it, how can I possible continue living.

Kung alam mo lang..

Hindi mo ba nararamdaman
itong pagmamahal na alay ko para lamang sa iyo.
Sana kahit saglit lang masagi sa isip mo.
Na may taong naghahangad na mapasakanya ka.

Sa mga tingin mo natutunaw
Sa ngiti mo'y nahuhumaling
at sa hawak ng iyong mga kamay ako'y lalong nahuhulog.

Huwag mo sanang masamain kung ako'y hihiling
Na kahit saglit ang atensyon mo'y ibaling lamang sa akin.
Kung alam mo lang na ikaw at ikaw lang ang nagpupungay
ng mga problemang bumabalot sa mundo ko.

Paulo Coelho.

I want to share to you this beautiful passages from my favourite author.


Once again, she was putting her belief in love, trusting her feelings , but she'd been disappointed so often before that she was no longer sure of anything. Nevertheless, this was the great gamble of her life.

"Magic is a bridge", he said at last a bridge that allows you to wail from the visible world into the invisible world, and to learn the lessons of both those worlds.


Someone had told her that every city has a magic place, a place we go when we need to think seriously about life.

Magical places are always beautiful and deserve to be contemplated. Waterfalls, mountains, and forests are all places where the spirits of Earth find to play and laugh and speak to all.

There are no risks in love, as you'll find out for yourself, people have been searching for and finding each other for thousands of years.

Tula ng Tagong Pag-ibig

Mga bagay na nagdaan.
Bawat pagsubok na nilabanan.
May tanong na gumugulo
sa isipang hindi mapakali,
"Kakayanin ko pa kaya?"

Sa tuwing ika'y nakikita
lalo pa't nakakausap.
Araw ko'y kumukulay
Tila ba wala ng kulang.

Ngunit sa tuwing wala
na akong kasama
hindi mapigilang sumagi sa isip
kung puwede ba talagang maging tayo

Kung iisipin ay imposible
kung susubukan marahil ay maging posible
Ayoko na sanang umasa pa
Lalo't ngang ika'y sa kanya na.

Sadyang itong makasariling puso
hinihiling na ika'y mapasa akin,
siya iyong iwanan at tayo'y magsama
habang buhay...

Will you still love me in the morning?

It was breaking dawn, a girl woke up from a wretched dream. not a nightmare though, something lesser than that. she merely understood. she's confused. something's bothering her. aside from that disoriented dream. and she suddenly doubt... "Are these things will still fall where they should be?". she hope they'll stay.

After several minutes of bubbling and oozing in her cozy bed, she decided to start her day. start her day affirmatively, like there's nothing wrong. but can she hold in it?...

The day flew well.. or did the other way around...

no, no, no..

"everything will still be okay. no matter what. i need to hold on. this faith. how small it is. it can surpass this." those words. those little words. mimicking in her mind. pushing her to still fight for something she doesn't even know what those are.

as the day go on. the time flew the way they always have. rapidly.

she keep on fighting. hoping that nothing will fall apart... keeping her strength, the best way she can. hoping that whatever endeavor is facing her will fortunately just all disappear..

"HELP! HELP! HELP!" she shouted but no one seems listening..
The tears they're falling. the gravity's too strong and it's impossible to hold them back. after all. it's the only way she can do to cease her aching heart from total wreckage...

The time she decided to let go. is also the same moment she felt something more like a strong glue that's pulling her back.

She doesn't want to be left out. it's like asking to yourself.. "what else am i made for?"


Did she really deserved this? How mean did she bacame to be in this faulty situation...


she doesn't really know..

and she can only do is to cry...not in the outside but on somewhere nobody can ever see she's suffering.

patay tinoyo!!!

and that's the reason behind this blog. wala talaga akong planong gumawa ng blog ngayong araw. but just this moment as i open my friendster account and saw the "NEW MESSAGE" flashed in my home page. i wonder who sent it. and when i click it. i'm so glad to see the name "ERIKA" appeared on the unread message. at dali-dali ko itong binuksan.

and here's the story...

Pag basa ko ng message niya. Laking tuwa ko. For such a long time nag-message ulit siya sa akin. I really don't know what to say in that very moment. I just told stories about these past days. And then, suddenly bigla kong na-realize na it's been two years simula ng umalis siya dito sa bansa to migrate to specifically, Virginia. Habang iniisip ko yung mga pinagsamahan namin two years ago. Bigla namang din pumasok sa isip ko ang tanong na ito: "Ano nga pala kami nung nakalipas na dalawang taon?" At ang sagot na tumatak sa isip ko... "My god! dami na rin palang nangyari sa mga taon na lumipas. May mga nagbago(syempre). May mga nanatiling ganoon pa rin pero nangingibawbaw ung mga nagbago na. Ang hirap mang isipin at kumbinsihin ang sarili na may mga pagbabago na pilit kong tinatanggap hanggang ngayon. Yung bang mga bagay na minsan pumasok sa isip mo tapos sabay sabi na, "Sana hindi na lang to nagbago, sana ganoon pa rn siya tulad nung una." Pero ganoon talaga. May mga bagay na sadyang kelangan magbgo. sbi nga nla. "CHANGING is part of GROWING" Habang nalaki tayo may mga bagay na kailangan ding magbago for the sake of being mature. Pero ang maganda dito may mga bagay na ikinatutuwa mong nagbago sila at hindi nanatili sa mga lumang anyo nito.

Hai. grabe! I never expected that that simple message was able to remind me of something that I can't take off of my mind. Yung bang simpleng mensahe eh nagdulot ng isang malaking kaisipan na pinagmulan ng isang malaking usapan katulad nito.

Life is actually a really interesting topic. Sa dami ng fields na meron nito ang isang tao hindi mo maisip kung saan hihinto ang usapan. Mula sa lovelife biglang mapupunta sa future na hindi mo namamalayan na naguusap na rin kayo tungkol sa mga magulang niyo. hahaha!!!

but you know, what really amazes me is the fact that one certain topic let other topics to blossom within a conversation... tulad nga nito. sa simpleng mensahe na ipinadala sa akin ng kaibigan ko...na habang dinidiscuss ko eh biglang may sumingit na mga bagay-bagay. Sa totoo lang matagal na rin namang panahon simula ng hinayaan ko ang sarili akong mga daliri na magtype ng magtype tungkol sa kahit anung idikta ng utak ko. kaya why not let my thoughts soar while it last. who knows? baka ito na naman ang huling topic na mai-open ko sa loob ng ilang buwan...

Blog Entry Review about Rick Warren's "The Greatest Advice"

I have read a article by Rick Warren entitled "THE GREATEST ADVICE" from the book The Purpose Driven Life. It's about, of course, advices about life. The moment I've read it, I suddenly came to realized that TIME is really important for someone's life. Because TIME is the greatest gift you can give for someone. If you give your time to someone, you're giving them a part of your life that you will never get back. So, if you give someone your time, make sure it's worth giving.

Some people regret the things they have done with their past, which, they shouldn't, because at one point, it's their decision and their choice to make something happen. The common words said by people is "It's my destiny, I cannot do something about it." For me, this is the oldest excuse in the book. For they have the power to rule their own destiny, they have the power to make it. Something are maybe whatever you do are still gonna happen, but it's you who makes your life. Other awaits for someone to take care of them, others wait for someone to love them and to make them somehow special. But they also forget that no one completes them except them.

As for now, these are the few things I have realized upon reading that selection others will follow.

three signs of infinity... Lucky or not?

I supposed many believed that yesterday was a lucky day. From all over our country(or world??) many wedding bells were rang yesterday. Couples eagerly said "I do" to their soon-to-be spouses. Well, maybe there are millions of people believed that yesterday was the best day to get married or at least to be with their loved ones. It was they say the luckiest day of the year to do something substantial, probably a business or even to gamble.

As for me, that day went well, except for one pint-size thing I did, but that I won't mention about.
August 08, 2008 --- there are few things happened which I can say that, indeed it was a lucky day. To mention a few: 1. It was the last day of exams. No more cramming about the history of other countries and the desire to crouch whenever we saw the problems to solve and the computational things in math that it seems came from the other dimension of the world. 2. All things are finally cleared.Yes, not all. But I guess just a little conversation really resolves the confusion in our minds. It felt like a big thorn was taken off my body. I can at least, breathe easily. 3. The day was spent with my "angels". If you may ask, who the hell are that I'm talking about, there are my friends. Even if, there are problems that came in our paths yesterday, surpassing it with them felt like attaining much than anything else. and lastly I will going to mention is 4. The 7th month. Some people may not understand what it is all about. But for the people who actually know what I'm saying.... you get my point. I don't need to elaborate it. It's very self-explanatory.

I have only 4 to share. For these are the climax of yesterday's events. But these four things will change my life forever. Others are little blessings from heaven that are also pretty extraordinary.

For those who had a marvelous day yesterday then, well and good. But for others who are not fortunate to prove that it was a blessed day, don't worry, the calendar does not answer what it is in your destiny or what your journey is all about.

the twinge in my head

It never vanish...

There's so many things to do. Things we have to finish...

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Pining of Ranks.

Waaa!!!.. I can't believe neither my co-officers can practice it in just exactly 4 days!. It's our second day but we can't even complete the half of it. I don't know what will happen tomorrow. I don't even know if we have the adequate time for the practice and preparations for the program. I just pray for any miracle would happen for the program will run well.

Educational Tour:

Here's the good part... Being with my classmates and adviser going to places would be so much fun. The chance to have big money. The delicacies we can taste along the way. And ofcourse, the experiences and memories we can gather during the trip. But you what it makes me not to be excited about the upcoming tour. Well, let's just put it this way... The 6:30 am departure time... very early indeed, in regular days, I'd still be sleeping and dreaming. It's in weekend...yah, it's in saturday, the day I should be resting will be a day of our fieldtrip. Geez, I just wish it's worth the stress. And we just all hope the show would be marvelous. The trip would be fun. And it let us forget the early morning wake up call and the stress that the journey will give to us. We have a long way to go fellas!


ETC.

No, I'm not talking about the channel found in cable tvs. Absolutely not. "ETC" stands for... other things... haha! They're not general though. I'm talking about the homeworks, projects and the co-curricular keverloo... that should be done. it really stresses me so much.

Not to mention this stupid headache that never go away. Not letting me do things very well. I admit... I do not function well this time. Physically, Mentally, and anything haha!.. stuppppppiiid....okay before i say things i should not. i should be already going... au revoir!

Lo que es un maravilloso día!

The day started with waking very early because simply my sister and I don't know what time we should go to school. Which i really need to because our adviser will not be there and i am responsible for my classmates...or so do i thought...fortunately she's there!wow!. our field trip would be so much fun with her. She's the best!!!.Anyways...before we leave the school premises we prayed at the quadrangle. Ooops! did I say who will be with us during the trip. i believe i still don't. Well, the field trip was comprise with the grade 3 and the rest of the high school students.

As we went in the bus and prayed for a safe and successful trip...


My bus mates was totally crazy!!!. we've never stop laughing until we reach our first stop, which was...

THE MANILA OCEAN PARK...

How should I describe this place? It's totally and almost like heaven! I remember my partner, Khen said the moment we step and saw this marvelous place... "Wow! Sulit na bayad natin sa fieldtrip!" It was true indeed. The marine species we've never seen before was there! And the environment it was very relaxing. I will not say much of it instead I'll let the pictures speak fthem selves...





That's just the few of the pictures taken off in that place. I'm telling you, it was a unforgettable experience we got there. I'll make sure myself I'll come back there in time.
After seeing those beautiful things and creatures. We went to the souvenir shops then to the Quantum, then after some of us bought their lunch we left the ocean park with smiles on our faces.
We ate our lunch in our buses. And for quite some time, maybe around 2:00 in the afternoon, the bus driver switch the engine and we are now on the go to our next stop...


CULTURAL CENTER OF THE PHILIPPINES...

You know what makes me don't forget this place? The experience of crossing the highway just to get to the CCP. Although it was hot and merely dangerous, it was actually fun. I love it. Then after waiting patiently in line for about half an hour. We came inside the auditorium. Woooo!! It was very high! we're in the farthest part of the auditorium. I doubt that we can watch clearly in that state. In that case, we should buy the "folding telescope" to be able to see things as if we are in th front seats. When the clock strikes at 3 o'clock everybody was cheering as the lights went out and the curtain slowly opens. We saw her! LEA SALONGA. And the show is finally started.

The show was great! There were funny antics being included in the play that really left us laughing until the last part of the show. The show was divided in two parts. There were 20 minutes break to let our eyes refrain from watching. Anyways the play entitled.. CINDERELLA. Many audience also felt in love while watching the show. Then the play has reached the end, audience shouting loudly and cheering that they seem to enjoy the show. Which, though I also enjoyed the show, My eyes were tired already, I didn't felt well that time. I feel dizzy. So, I can't cheer and have fun after the show. But the show was very stunning!

On the way home. I'm really quiet because I'm not in the mood to do so. We have a nice trip going home. Even though we have no stop over because we are with the little children so we have to go home on time unlike before. We played, we laughed, we told stories. While some us rested, slept and relax, others seem to have unlimited stock of energy with them. Hahaha!


Then we reach Southville... We finally said Goodbye to our friends at the same time, wishing it would never come to an end, but unfortunately, it is. We also thanked Him, up there for giving us this such nice experience that we will treasure in our hearts. And for letting us went home safely.

ang aking storya

Itong mga nakaraang araw maraming bagay ang mga nangyari. Kung ako lang ang tatanungin, tila yata napaka-bilis ng mga pangyayari. Sa kabutihang palad nalagpasan ko pa rin ang mga pagsubok na dumating sa mga nakalipas ng panahon. Matagal na rin akong hindi nakapag-blog dahil sa napaka-daming gawain ang dapat tapusin at ayusin.
Dahil tapos na rin sa wakas ang mga bagay na dapat pagtuunan ng pansin eh magsisimula na muli akong magsulat at ipamahagi ang mga nangyari sa buhay ko at maging sa buhay na rin ng ibang tao.
Nagsimula ang aking pagiging abala noong campaign period. Araw-araw ang paghahanda, at araw-araw din ang pageensayo para naman sa meeting de avance. Hindi naman sa ayoko, sa totoo pa nga niyan ay napaka-saya at bukal sa aking kalooban ang pagtulong sa aking partida. Unang beses kong tumakbo kaya hindi pa ako nakaranas ng mga ganoong bagay. Sa una ay parang naiilang pa akong tumakbo sa takot na baka matalo lamang. Pero habang tumatagal ay nagkakaroon na rin akong ng kumpyansa sa sarili. At huli ay natutunan ko na kahit matalo ako ang mahalaga lumaban ako. Ngunit, sa awa ng diyos lahat ng paghihirap ko ay nagantimpalaan ng aking pagkapanalo sa election. Aba! labing-isa ang lamang ko sa aking kalaban! Laking tuwa ko! Hay...tila yata napaka-swerte ko at unang beses ko pa lang sumukob ay nanalo na ako.
Pero hindi doon natatapos ang aking pakikipagsapalaran. Ngunit simula pa lamang ng tunay na laban na dapat malagpasan.
Napaka-dami ko ng sinasalihan na organisasyon sa aking paaralan. Bukod sa CAT, ay meron na rin akong SC. Isama pa natin dito ang INSIGHT, at ang career ko sa volleyball. Pero syempre hindi mawawala ang aking focus sa aking pag-aaral. Kahit ano pa man ang aking pasukan hinding-hindi ko pababayaan ang aking studies. Minsan na akong naligaw ng landas ay hindi ko na hahayaang maulit pa iyon.

Sa kabilang banda, katulad nga ng aking sinabi may mga nalaman din ako tungkol sa mga buhay ng ibang tao na lubos kong ikinagulat ng malaman ko ito. Pero wala naman akong magagawa kung ganoon talaga ang gusto nila. Walang problema sa akin pero hindi ko lang lubusan maisip kung bakit nila dapat gawin ang mga bagay na hindi dapat ginagawa ng nga taong matitino ang isip. Sabagay, sa kapanahunan ngayon ay marami na ring mga kabataan ang naiiba ng landas at napupunta sa mga maling kamay. Ipagdadasal ko na lamang na bulungan sila ng mga anghel at hindi ang mga alipin ni satanas. Para naman mas sigurado ang magandang buhay ng aking henerasyon.

Ang aking isip ay nagugulo na rin sa mga taong hindi ko lubusang maisip kung anu ba talaga ang gusto nilang iparating. Napaka-labo at napaka-unpredictable ang mga ginagawa, sinasabi, at ipinapahiwatig nila sa akin ang ganon narin sa ibang tao.

Hindi ko akalain na ganito na pala kahaba ang aking naisulat nang wala pa ako sa kalahati ng aking dapat ikwento. Nakakalunos naman sa makakabasa nito dahil sa haba na ng aking blog. Hindi ko na papahabain at isa-isahin ang iba pang nangyari sa mga nakaraang araw. Bukod sa confidential ang iba rito ay hindi niyo na rin dapat malaman sapagkat hindi rin naman magkakaroon ng impact sa mga buhay niyo. Ngunit ito lang ang masasabi ko sa iba pang "lihim" ng aking storya... Napaka-laki ng epekto ng mga ito sa buhay ko. Maaring maganda ang epekto ngunit minsan ay pakiramdam ko ito'y makakadulot lamang ng kaguluhan sa aking buhay.

nanalo c PACMAN!!!

Yeah and he won at the ninth round K.O.!. How nice is that? Another title for our "pambansang kamao" which makes our fellow filipinos proud of him so much. Even though the suspense when I watch the fight didn't come up because before the very match was started I already know who's gonna win the fight was good though. Nice fight he got there even his opponent, Diaz. And my dad really idolize him so much that you can barely talk to him when his watching. But anyways we're used to it.

Simultaneously, while we watch the fight, it was raining hard out there. God! I thought we didn't have classes tomorrow. But, unfortunately the strength of the rain didn't stop our classes from going on. School days once again, after the two-day break, here we go again.. loads of work... it's okay though. School isn't that bad. It's pretty cool too. I'm learning, we are all learning(i hope). and that's good.

One more thing... We did not go to church this day, which we do every sunday because of that rain. It's been cold all day, I hope everyday would be like this day(minus the strong rain). I really hate it when the rain pours like that. It's like there's no tomorrow and a bit scary too. With all the disaster every typhoon brings, who's not scared? that maybe one day their place will be the next target of a typhoon.

Speaking of that vicious typhoon. I can't blame them for destroying those houses, buildings, and even lives of thousands people.It's humans' fault. The worse part is, sometimes those innocent lives are taken instead of those selfish people that only think about making their lives more comfortable. In ancient times, rain doesn't destroy much of the environment, it's the people who choose to be rich than to save the mother earth. I hope the future organisms who will be using the world will not be affected by the results that their forefathers' have done. And they can still live in peace and organization inspite of the bad people doings.

How I notice that my title didn't have a connection on what I am writing except for the first part though, but that's what the first idea that comes up to my mind and I can't change it, or else I need to change the whole article...

And one more thing, I need to make an article about the opening of classes. Yeah, I need to, gotta go. And I hope the ideas will flow right through me and iI can put up my thoughts into words perfectly. So, Bye Bye!.

.school.maybe?

.yeah.school days is here again!!..

many people are getting more excited right now..and i don't belong to them.
the fact that we're not yet enrolled doesn't help the way i feel about school right now.
maybe because at this time i'm still a bit tired...i want more sleep...i need more rest.
i'm not missing anyone around that four corners of the school..it's just a bit weird because for the past few years i'm really excited about going to school once again at this point of time. but maybe this summer is really different from the previous ones...haha!!!

yeah and this makes me think another reason why i don't want to go to school yet...

we'll be using armchairs!!!.no, not that we're not use to it..in fact in our whole elementary years we use such things and not that i'm being maarte but...duh!.who will not get annoyed if u're the only ones that be using armchairs in all highschool department!.that sucks!.really.im serious.

i just can't accept the idea that batch carries the most number of students in the entire school and that's a good news in a school. to have more students. then why we should suffer such consequence.hai..can't they make something else???...we shouldn't be the one suffering..it's a private school not public..hai...if only i can stop them from doing it.what else i can do? i'm just a student in that school.and it's what they want.they're the administration.the one who owns the school not us.but the tuition fee is very high then we should be treat well atleast in form of giving a good classroom..we're soooo many we can't learn well with that kind of situation...everybody knows that..sorry people i just want to express what i'm feeling right now.it really pisses me off...i'll just make "bawi" in selecting classmates that's the least i can do.

okay, i will admit that i'm a bit excited about school but not school really.it's really because of the CAT.i really love that!.i missed the trainings...i miss all the people in there....i miss everything..sadly this year will not be the same as it was before..but that's the test we have to get over...all the memories i will keep inside.always in my heart.sorry a bit dramatic eh?.

after all..i'm going to school anyway..
as a student i need to have plans to have a future..
to be a better student every year..that's what i gotta do.
but school isn't just for stuff like that, it's should be fun in a good ways..
i emphasize.. in a GOOD ways...

school is where i met those people i call FRIENDS.
school is where i learned cool stuffs and the not-so cool stuffs.hehe..
i can use them someday..who knows?...
memories.memories.memories.
those hard-to-forget memories happened in that school how can ever forget that ANN ARBOR MONTESSORI's corners...maybe if there's also college in there i'd be studying there for the rest of my life. but hey!.not gonna happen!.hahahaha!!!!..


it's getting late..i need to sleep...i'm not getting enough sleep right now.for the rest if the vacation....no enough sleep..hai..what else can go wrong..

but im happy..not contented but atleast happy on what i have right now even if something's missing....love my life...honestly. i am...


ciao!.