.school.maybe?

.yeah.school days is here again!!..

many people are getting more excited right now..and i don't belong to them.
the fact that we're not yet enrolled doesn't help the way i feel about school right now.
maybe because at this time i'm still a bit tired...i want more sleep...i need more rest.
i'm not missing anyone around that four corners of the school..it's just a bit weird because for the past few years i'm really excited about going to school once again at this point of time. but maybe this summer is really different from the previous ones...haha!!!

yeah and this makes me think another reason why i don't want to go to school yet...

we'll be using armchairs!!!.no, not that we're not use to it..in fact in our whole elementary years we use such things and not that i'm being maarte but...duh!.who will not get annoyed if u're the only ones that be using armchairs in all highschool department!.that sucks!.really.im serious.

i just can't accept the idea that batch carries the most number of students in the entire school and that's a good news in a school. to have more students. then why we should suffer such consequence.hai..can't they make something else???...we shouldn't be the one suffering..it's a private school not public..hai...if only i can stop them from doing it.what else i can do? i'm just a student in that school.and it's what they want.they're the administration.the one who owns the school not us.but the tuition fee is very high then we should be treat well atleast in form of giving a good classroom..we're soooo many we can't learn well with that kind of situation...everybody knows that..sorry people i just want to express what i'm feeling right now.it really pisses me off...i'll just make "bawi" in selecting classmates that's the least i can do.

okay, i will admit that i'm a bit excited about school but not school really.it's really because of the CAT.i really love that!.i missed the trainings...i miss all the people in there....i miss everything..sadly this year will not be the same as it was before..but that's the test we have to get over...all the memories i will keep inside.always in my heart.sorry a bit dramatic eh?.

after all..i'm going to school anyway..
as a student i need to have plans to have a future..
to be a better student every year..that's what i gotta do.
but school isn't just for stuff like that, it's should be fun in a good ways..
i emphasize.. in a GOOD ways...

school is where i met those people i call FRIENDS.
school is where i learned cool stuffs and the not-so cool stuffs.hehe..
i can use them someday..who knows?...
memories.memories.memories.
those hard-to-forget memories happened in that school how can ever forget that ANN ARBOR MONTESSORI's corners...maybe if there's also college in there i'd be studying there for the rest of my life. but hey!.not gonna happen!.hahahaha!!!!..


it's getting late..i need to sleep...i'm not getting enough sleep right now.for the rest if the vacation....no enough sleep..hai..what else can go wrong..

but im happy..not contented but atleast happy on what i have right now even if something's missing....love my life...honestly. i am...


ciao!.