Itong mga nakaraang araw maraming bagay ang mga nangyari. Kung ako lang ang tatanungin, tila yata napaka-bilis ng mga pangyayari. Sa kabutihang palad nalagpasan ko pa rin ang mga pagsubok na dumating sa mga nakalipas ng panahon. Matagal na rin akong hindi nakapag-blog dahil sa napaka-daming gawain ang dapat tapusin at ayusin.
Dahil tapos na rin sa wakas ang mga bagay na dapat pagtuunan ng pansin eh magsisimula na muli akong magsulat at ipamahagi ang mga nangyari sa buhay ko at maging sa buhay na rin ng ibang tao.
Nagsimula ang aking pagiging abala noong campaign period. Araw-araw ang paghahanda, at araw-araw din ang pageensayo para naman sa meeting de avance. Hindi naman sa ayoko, sa totoo pa nga niyan ay napaka-saya at bukal sa aking kalooban ang pagtulong sa aking partida. Unang beses kong tumakbo kaya hindi pa ako nakaranas ng mga ganoong bagay. Sa una ay parang naiilang pa akong tumakbo sa takot na baka matalo lamang. Pero habang tumatagal ay nagkakaroon na rin akong ng kumpyansa sa sarili. At huli ay natutunan ko na kahit matalo ako ang mahalaga lumaban ako. Ngunit, sa awa ng diyos lahat ng paghihirap ko ay nagantimpalaan ng aking pagkapanalo sa election. Aba! labing-isa ang lamang ko sa aking kalaban! Laking tuwa ko! Hay...tila yata napaka-swerte ko at unang beses ko pa lang sumukob ay nanalo na ako.
Pero hindi doon natatapos ang aking pakikipagsapalaran. Ngunit simula pa lamang ng tunay na laban na dapat malagpasan.
Napaka-dami ko ng sinasalihan na organisasyon sa aking paaralan. Bukod sa CAT, ay meron na rin akong SC. Isama pa natin dito ang INSIGHT, at ang career ko sa volleyball. Pero syempre hindi mawawala ang aking focus sa aking pag-aaral. Kahit ano pa man ang aking pasukan hinding-hindi ko pababayaan ang aking studies. Minsan na akong naligaw ng landas ay hindi ko na hahayaang maulit pa iyon.
Sa kabilang banda, katulad nga ng aking sinabi may mga nalaman din ako tungkol sa mga buhay ng ibang tao na lubos kong ikinagulat ng malaman ko ito. Pero wala naman akong magagawa kung ganoon talaga ang gusto nila. Walang problema sa akin pero hindi ko lang lubusan maisip kung bakit nila dapat gawin ang mga bagay na hindi dapat ginagawa ng nga taong matitino ang isip. Sabagay, sa kapanahunan ngayon ay marami na ring mga kabataan ang naiiba ng landas at napupunta sa mga maling kamay. Ipagdadasal ko na lamang na bulungan sila ng mga anghel at hindi ang mga alipin ni satanas. Para naman mas sigurado ang magandang buhay ng aking henerasyon.
Ang aking isip ay nagugulo na rin sa mga taong hindi ko lubusang maisip kung anu ba talaga ang gusto nilang iparating. Napaka-labo at napaka-unpredictable ang mga ginagawa, sinasabi, at ipinapahiwatig nila sa akin ang ganon narin sa ibang tao.
Hindi ko akalain na ganito na pala kahaba ang aking naisulat nang wala pa ako sa kalahati ng aking dapat ikwento. Nakakalunos naman sa makakabasa nito dahil sa haba na ng aking blog. Hindi ko na papahabain at isa-isahin ang iba pang nangyari sa mga nakaraang araw. Bukod sa confidential ang iba rito ay hindi niyo na rin dapat malaman sapagkat hindi rin naman magkakaroon ng impact sa mga buhay niyo. Ngunit ito lang ang masasabi ko sa iba pang "lihim" ng aking storya... Napaka-laki ng epekto ng mga ito sa buhay ko. Maaring maganda ang epekto ngunit minsan ay pakiramdam ko ito'y makakadulot lamang ng kaguluhan sa aking buhay.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008
nanalo c PACMAN!!!
Yeah and he won at the ninth round K.O.!. How nice is that? Another title for our "pambansang kamao" which makes our fellow filipinos proud of him so much. Even though the suspense when I watch the fight didn't come up because before the very match was started I already know who's gonna win the fight was good though. Nice fight he got there even his opponent, Diaz. And my dad really idolize him so much that you can barely talk to him when his watching. But anyways we're used to it.
Simultaneously, while we watch the fight, it was raining hard out there. God! I thought we didn't have classes tomorrow. But, unfortunately the strength of the rain didn't stop our classes from going on. School days once again, after the two-day break, here we go again.. loads of work... it's okay though. School isn't that bad. It's pretty cool too. I'm learning, we are all learning(i hope). and that's good.
One more thing... We did not go to church this day, which we do every sunday because of that rain. It's been cold all day, I hope everyday would be like this day(minus the strong rain). I really hate it when the rain pours like that. It's like there's no tomorrow and a bit scary too. With all the disaster every typhoon brings, who's not scared? that maybe one day their place will be the next target of a typhoon.
Speaking of that vicious typhoon. I can't blame them for destroying those houses, buildings, and even lives of thousands people.It's humans' fault. The worse part is, sometimes those innocent lives are taken instead of those selfish people that only think about making their lives more comfortable. In ancient times, rain doesn't destroy much of the environment, it's the people who choose to be rich than to save the mother earth. I hope the future organisms who will be using the world will not be affected by the results that their forefathers' have done. And they can still live in peace and organization inspite of the bad people doings.
How I notice that my title didn't have a connection on what I am writing except for the first part though, but that's what the first idea that comes up to my mind and I can't change it, or else I need to change the whole article...
And one more thing, I need to make an article about the opening of classes. Yeah, I need to, gotta go. And I hope the ideas will flow right through me and iI can put up my thoughts into words perfectly. So, Bye Bye!.
Simultaneously, while we watch the fight, it was raining hard out there. God! I thought we didn't have classes tomorrow. But, unfortunately the strength of the rain didn't stop our classes from going on. School days once again, after the two-day break, here we go again.. loads of work... it's okay though. School isn't that bad. It's pretty cool too. I'm learning, we are all learning(i hope). and that's good.
One more thing... We did not go to church this day, which we do every sunday because of that rain. It's been cold all day, I hope everyday would be like this day(minus the strong rain). I really hate it when the rain pours like that. It's like there's no tomorrow and a bit scary too. With all the disaster every typhoon brings, who's not scared? that maybe one day their place will be the next target of a typhoon.
Speaking of that vicious typhoon. I can't blame them for destroying those houses, buildings, and even lives of thousands people.It's humans' fault. The worse part is, sometimes those innocent lives are taken instead of those selfish people that only think about making their lives more comfortable. In ancient times, rain doesn't destroy much of the environment, it's the people who choose to be rich than to save the mother earth. I hope the future organisms who will be using the world will not be affected by the results that their forefathers' have done. And they can still live in peace and organization inspite of the bad people doings.
How I notice that my title didn't have a connection on what I am writing except for the first part though, but that's what the first idea that comes up to my mind and I can't change it, or else I need to change the whole article...
And one more thing, I need to make an article about the opening of classes. Yeah, I need to, gotta go. And I hope the ideas will flow right through me and iI can put up my thoughts into words perfectly. So, Bye Bye!.
.school.maybe?
.yeah.school days is here again!!..
many people are getting more excited right now..and i don't belong to them.
the fact that we're not yet enrolled doesn't help the way i feel about school right now.
maybe because at this time i'm still a bit tired...i want more sleep...i need more rest.
i'm not missing anyone around that four corners of the school..it's just a bit weird because for the past few years i'm really excited about going to school once again at this point of time. but maybe this summer is really different from the previous ones...haha!!!
yeah and this makes me think another reason why i don't want to go to school yet...
we'll be using armchairs!!!.no, not that we're not use to it..in fact in our whole elementary years we use such things and not that i'm being maarte but...duh!.who will not get annoyed if u're the only ones that be using armchairs in all highschool department!.that sucks!.really.im serious.
i just can't accept the idea that batch carries the most number of students in the entire school and that's a good news in a school. to have more students. then why we should suffer such consequence.hai..can't they make something else???...we shouldn't be the one suffering..it's a private school not public..hai...if only i can stop them from doing it.what else i can do? i'm just a student in that school.and it's what they want.they're the administration.the one who owns the school not us.but the tuition fee is very high then we should be treat well atleast in form of giving a good classroom..we're soooo many we can't learn well with that kind of situation...everybody knows that..sorry people i just want to express what i'm feeling right now.it really pisses me off...i'll just make "bawi" in selecting classmates that's the least i can do.
okay, i will admit that i'm a bit excited about school but not school really.it's really because of the CAT.i really love that!.i missed the trainings...i miss all the people in there....i miss everything..sadly this year will not be the same as it was before..but that's the test we have to get over...all the memories i will keep inside.always in my heart.sorry a bit dramatic eh?.
after all..i'm going to school anyway..
as a student i need to have plans to have a future..
to be a better student every year..that's what i gotta do.
but school isn't just for stuff like that, it's should be fun in a good ways..
i emphasize.. in a GOOD ways...
school is where i met those people i call FRIENDS.
school is where i learned cool stuffs and the not-so cool stuffs.hehe..
i can use them someday..who knows?...
memories.memories.memories.
those hard-to-forget memories happened in that school how can ever forget that ANN ARBOR MONTESSORI's corners...maybe if there's also college in there i'd be studying there for the rest of my life. but hey!.not gonna happen!.hahahaha!!!!..
it's getting late..i need to sleep...i'm not getting enough sleep right now.for the rest if the vacation....no enough sleep..hai..what else can go wrong..
but im happy..not contented but atleast happy on what i have right now even if something's missing....love my life...honestly. i am...
ciao!.
many people are getting more excited right now..and i don't belong to them.
the fact that we're not yet enrolled doesn't help the way i feel about school right now.
maybe because at this time i'm still a bit tired...i want more sleep...i need more rest.
i'm not missing anyone around that four corners of the school..it's just a bit weird because for the past few years i'm really excited about going to school once again at this point of time. but maybe this summer is really different from the previous ones...haha!!!
yeah and this makes me think another reason why i don't want to go to school yet...
we'll be using armchairs!!!.no, not that we're not use to it..in fact in our whole elementary years we use such things and not that i'm being maarte but...duh!.who will not get annoyed if u're the only ones that be using armchairs in all highschool department!.that sucks!.really.im serious.
i just can't accept the idea that batch carries the most number of students in the entire school and that's a good news in a school. to have more students. then why we should suffer such consequence.hai..can't they make something else???...we shouldn't be the one suffering..it's a private school not public..hai...if only i can stop them from doing it.what else i can do? i'm just a student in that school.and it's what they want.they're the administration.the one who owns the school not us.but the tuition fee is very high then we should be treat well atleast in form of giving a good classroom..we're soooo many we can't learn well with that kind of situation...everybody knows that..sorry people i just want to express what i'm feeling right now.it really pisses me off...i'll just make "bawi" in selecting classmates that's the least i can do.
okay, i will admit that i'm a bit excited about school but not school really.it's really because of the CAT.i really love that!.i missed the trainings...i miss all the people in there....i miss everything..sadly this year will not be the same as it was before..but that's the test we have to get over...all the memories i will keep inside.always in my heart.sorry a bit dramatic eh?.
after all..i'm going to school anyway..
as a student i need to have plans to have a future..
to be a better student every year..that's what i gotta do.
but school isn't just for stuff like that, it's should be fun in a good ways..
i emphasize.. in a GOOD ways...
school is where i met those people i call FRIENDS.
school is where i learned cool stuffs and the not-so cool stuffs.hehe..
i can use them someday..who knows?...
memories.memories.memories.
those hard-to-forget memories happened in that school how can ever forget that ANN ARBOR MONTESSORI's corners...maybe if there's also college in there i'd be studying there for the rest of my life. but hey!.not gonna happen!.hahahaha!!!!..
it's getting late..i need to sleep...i'm not getting enough sleep right now.for the rest if the vacation....no enough sleep..hai..what else can go wrong..
but im happy..not contented but atleast happy on what i have right now even if something's missing....love my life...honestly. i am...
ciao!.
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