Pagtanggi.

Mula sa iyong labi iyong hiningi ang aking kamay.
Ako'y napaisip. Nagulat marahil.
Hindi ko talaga naakala na sa akin ika'y mahulog.
Tumanggi ng walang pagdududa.
Alam ko. Hindi pa panahon.
Sana ako'y iyong intindihin.
Ang pagtanggi isinukli sa nag-mamakaawa mong puso.

Hindi madali ang tanggihan ka. Lalo na't kaibigan ang turing ko sa iyo.
Kung ito lang ang magiging paraan, maisalba lang ang pagkakaibigan.
Sana ako'y iyong tanggapin bilang kaibigan pa rin.
Huwag mo na sanang pilitin na ako'y mapasayo.


Ako'y sana patawarin kung yan ang sabi ng puso ko.
Ayoko kitang lokohin. Paasahin sa wala.
Hindi kita pwedeng diktahan na ibaling sa iba.
Sino ba ako para gawin yun?

Ngunit ako'y lubos na nagpapasalamat sa paghangang iyong inaalay.
Pero huwag mo sanang asahan may panahon pa para sa atin.
Kung meron man, pagpasensyahan sana kung ako'y muling tumanggi.
Sapagkat kahit kailan pa man hindi ko ninais na maging tayo.

Live.

I want to live longer.
To live my life the way it should be.
Even if behind this is an infirmity.
An incurable infirmity.

My biological clock is ticking,
telling me that my time is suddenly retarding.
Oh, how I wish that my life would just be like a arcade game.
That every time you end up with "Game Over"
You can always choose to "Play Again"


To restart the program. To delete the errors.
To mute the noise.


But I guess. This is want I need to accept.
That life isn't what we want to be.
It is what we are made for.

Of dreams and highways...

I started it... since then, you never let me go.
The love you give resets it all.
I was rejuvenated.
The worries. That sadness, you let it vanish right in front of me.
Right within me.
You give me strength to fight it all.
To conquer the world.
To have it all.

You look at me. I smiled.
You hugged me. I froze.
I couldn't move.
I couldn't breathe.
I can only stare at you.

Walking in a highway. Living our dreams to its peak.
Having our time. Giving it all.
Seems today. I can die peacefully.
With you I will.
I will.

I never thought my life would be this special... until I found you.

Are you happy now?

Ecstatic!

Yes, I presumed.

Second quarter had just ended. I still trying to put myself to agree that's it's already the half of the school year. I'm having a hard time, though. Give me time. More time. I need to refurbish. I need rest. SLEEP! SLEEP! One word my mind always shouts but I tend not to listen. It's keeping me from finishing any work I need to consummate. Suddenly, my somnolent mind always wins. Tired! I'm always tired of doing all those things. Do I REALLY need to do this? If yes, then Why?

My mind always has confusions. Useless confusions. Today, once again, I set up my mind to focus on all those academics. To be serious when it comes to study. But at the same time, I also doubt how long can I hold on to that mission? 3 days? or maybe longer than a month? Please God help me, help to surpass this endeavor. The endeavor of laziness. I don't know what to do. i need to refurbish. Still, I'm tired. Tired of thinking, working.

Then, Good night

Thoughts. Thoughts.

I never thought this would be so special. So special that it makes me be into some kind of paradise. And now it's impossible for me to let go. You made me feel like I'm in heaven.
Whenever I'm with you let all the problems disappear. For just a little second of my life it feels like I can be who I want to be.If only I can shout the words "I LOVE YOU"
but the fear that others might hear it except you keeping me from doing it. It seems you're happy now. How can I enter your private world. Just to know if I'm there inside you heart even if it's just for a small corner.
I never felt like this before. You made me so special. Even though you're not aware of it.

If only the courage, the strength will all sum up into me. I can proudly say to you how much you mean to me. My day's complete with just a glimpse of you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you if only you authorize me to do so....

How can I possibly forget you when you're the only one I think about. The thought of you is like air, without it, how can I possible continue living.

Kung alam mo lang..

Hindi mo ba nararamdaman
itong pagmamahal na alay ko para lamang sa iyo.
Sana kahit saglit lang masagi sa isip mo.
Na may taong naghahangad na mapasakanya ka.

Sa mga tingin mo natutunaw
Sa ngiti mo'y nahuhumaling
at sa hawak ng iyong mga kamay ako'y lalong nahuhulog.

Huwag mo sanang masamain kung ako'y hihiling
Na kahit saglit ang atensyon mo'y ibaling lamang sa akin.
Kung alam mo lang na ikaw at ikaw lang ang nagpupungay
ng mga problemang bumabalot sa mundo ko.

Paulo Coelho.

I want to share to you this beautiful passages from my favourite author.


Once again, she was putting her belief in love, trusting her feelings , but she'd been disappointed so often before that she was no longer sure of anything. Nevertheless, this was the great gamble of her life.

"Magic is a bridge", he said at last a bridge that allows you to wail from the visible world into the invisible world, and to learn the lessons of both those worlds.


Someone had told her that every city has a magic place, a place we go when we need to think seriously about life.

Magical places are always beautiful and deserve to be contemplated. Waterfalls, mountains, and forests are all places where the spirits of Earth find to play and laugh and speak to all.

There are no risks in love, as you'll find out for yourself, people have been searching for and finding each other for thousands of years.